My brain says, "He's not dead." That thought keeps the sadness away for a moment.
When will I feel "normal"?
How can I be so sad and yet live life?
It has been 5 months since Brannon's funeral.
Even when I am not thinking about him, I am thinking about him.
Grief.
Mental suffering, agony, anguish, , bereavement, despair, discomfort, gloom, heartache, heartbreak, melancholy, misery, trial, tribulation, vexation, wretchedness, bemoaning, bewailing, deploring, lamenting, repining, mourning, pain, regret, remorse, sadness, sorrow, trouble, unhappiness, woe, worry, affliction, care, dejection, depression, desolation, despondency, disquiet, distress, dole, dolor, grievance, lamentation, malaise, mournfulness, purgatory, rue, torture.
Peace.
Hope.
Love.
Memories.
Laughter.
Smiles.
Hugs.
Sadness.
Pain.
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