It really hurts when you find out you are a disappointment to someone. Especially family.
I have been a disappointment to my mother-in-law for over 27 years. I have known this for years. She did not want me to marry her son. I have never been able to live up to her standards. I have not played her games well.
I am now a disappointment to other family members....my own. My dad, my brother. Probably everyone. This hurts more than being a disappointment to my mother-in-law.
I am outspoken. I am snarky. I am....sad. Sucks to be me. But I put myself out there. What did I expect?