I was happy being the Primary Bouncer. I will learn to be happy as the 1st Counselor in RS. I was fulfilled being an AmeriCorps Promise Fellow. I will probably learn to be happy doing what ever it is I end up trying next. I am a "Woo" personality. I want people to like me. Apparently there are some people who don't. That shouldn't come as a surprise. There are people I don't like. What I really don't like is feeling like I am being judged because I don't.... what? Make enough money? Go on all the right trips? Drive the right cars? Live in the right town?
Change....can suck for a while. Maybe I am peri-menopausal. That is probably it.